Soul: You’re getting used to fxxx people quickly, why?
Thought of fear answers: “I am afraid of being thrown from a runaway train as it has already happened for pure pleasure and frankly speaking I am tired of this situation, of being disappointed, and of not being able to be loved and love life as well”.
Soul: “I am really tired of you, you no longer believe in anything, in life, in people. I’m tired of waiting for you to come to me and ask me what your story is. That’s what hurts, let it go!
And wounded thought anwers scratching and fearful: Let go of a damned sxxx
Soul presses: That is important, that you let go of fear of failing, of not being able to love as you have always wished for. And I tell you how you have always been capable of. You don’t think so, do you? It is because you do not want to see it and hear it right now, you don’t want to care for who you are. You are important, vital, you are love, blessing, joy annointed in your name because you are love. You are healthy, whole, joyful love Yet you deny your consent to this state of being, you think it is an action, a compromise, a constraint. You deny yourself the opportunity to love, rejoice and enjoy life. And you are used to telling me “I’m not going because it’s dark out there, it’s pain” and I am reminding you of who you are. Listen to yourself You take the excuse of loving too much when something goes wrong and you complain, you love your moan and you confuse love with pain. Always looking for a way to deny it, to hate that love. Go out of the deal you have made with pain, which encages you dumb, deaf, with no air and answer to love only. That is your life, storms go by, winds blow but your essence reamins always the same. See it, embrace it, fill it out, bring it here. Taste life, savor it, condense it and expand it within yourself. It’s an infinite life made up of you and me. Sometimes I pick you up, others I throw you so that you can remember of who you are and return to love. Love and do not surround your heart with pain, love its hyperbole, that is your healing.
Ayladan
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